Ma Virtual Diary

when i was a kid with no own car, no extra $$$ to hang out…my usual activity on the eve of a new year is locking myself up in the room, turn my radio on and listening to Rick Dee’s Top 100 for the Year XXXX…as the song goes through, i would try to associate the songs with events happening in my life…sweet bitter memories of the Year XXXX…

i have not done that for quite number of years now since every eve is always packed with clubbing cum getting wasted plans…this year has been a tough year so i thought probably i should sit down and start reflecting on what has happened throughout 2007, what should have happened in 2007 but didnt happen and what should not have happened but happened…since i have not listened to that many songs for the year 2007, i decided to visit my favourite DVD stalls and hunt for CDs instead…

got myself few pretty nice CDs..i managed to get Bon Jovi MTV Unplugged on his latest Lost Highway album…Santana Reunion Concert album & Nirvana’s Last Unplugged Concert…as i replayed the songs over and over again in my car everytime i drive, i realized there are a couple of songs which i can relate to the whole year’s events…i also looked through you tube and found Wubai’s Ai Qing De Jin Tou, Kid Rock’s Only God Knows Why & Marie Digby’s Umbrella which i can relate to the whole year’s events as well….i am pretty sure there are many other songs out there which could do the same..but i guess these lists of songs should be sufficient else i think i will suffocate myself in a mix feeling of happy & sorrow…

i guess the hardest part of doing all this is finding the courage & strength to move on despite knowing the facts…goshh..the list for 2007 of " what didnt, what should have but didnt & what shouldnt have but did " is definitely kinda long now that i have finally finished reviewing them and making some analysis out of it…i m contemplating now whether should i make a wish list for 2008 but common man..how many times have i made those resolutions and end up not keeping them by year end…soooo…To Do or Not To Do??…

ahhhh…well…lets finish the last remaining day of the year and think about it when next year comes !!…

Happy New Year 2008 to my readers !!

most ppl whom i’ve talked to, tells me that i should see satisfaction when i see the following items now lying in my living room…but unfortunately, at the moment i still see RM signs everywhere everytime i look @ them..i was telling my dad the other day to make me a customized hanger made of PVC pipes to hang these stuffs and he looked @ me in amazement and small smirk that says, "wahhh..this fellow is loaded and serious about diving !!"

i think i just gave myself a new definition to "vomit blood, vomit ur guts out, koko-crunch for the next 2 months, etc etc"

aihhhh…1-2 items to purchase and i m pretty done and pretty broke kow kow to the max !!

i guess part of the phrase he was cursing in brazilian must be the above…" the beginners, i can forgive, but you guys the seniors..still making basic mistakes??? "…" go down, give me 50 pushups in 2 sets of 25 !!…beginners..give me 20 !! "

after we were done, he continued, "ok..beginners, look here..u gotta start developing ur style..move..learn the basics right…now you guys are doing negativa & mei lua because i m asking u too…theres no umphhh..theres no commitment in it !! ( exact same words, sir used to say..i guess doesnt matter in what world ur in, art is art and it requires commitment, regardless !! )…look here..let me show you what ur doing…first of all, when i do mei lua..its half moon in brazillian..but u guys are doing quarter moon for me…and the distance that u guys are standing..u dun need to do negativa..y?? cause ur foot cant even reach the opponent !!…so correct this basic mistakes …practice practice !! "…

another day of backache and sole blistering !!